Dear Mom & Dad,
How are you?
hopes everything is fine..i hopes your food business is going better & better, day by day...
Don't give up! You'll find a way to have own food restaurant without renting anymore. Trust me.
I know your capability,
Today is Monday, You left with hurt (so am I; hurts too) last Friday.
But I did find many ways to apologize; while you're not. It's okay, I know, Mom is always right. While I don't deserve to be forgiven.
Also, today i registered myself into Jabatan Organ Negara. After feeling of nobody & isolated, instead of suicide, I choose to donate my organ. And I didn't write both of your names into there, Sorry, cuz I totally feel isolated right now.
For all sacrification, but only one mistake, both of you cast me away.Now we're totally different.
I know, you want to see how far I may go without both of you.
So I'm writing this to let you know, what's really happened, during my last moment living.
If I'm succeeding alive without your forgiveness, then I know God is supreme than you,
I know God always making mom as powerful, but how could you feel better without forgiving me, we human, tends to do mistakes,even God forgave His slaves..but nevermind, as usual Mom always right, and as daughter, I'm always the sinner.
So, here I will stop for today...
Just watched the video of a person who failed to suicide at Golden Bridge.
He's sounds more inspiring compare to what you been doing right now.
He's right. His video did stop me from crying, not you.
Thanks ma.
BR,
Your Daughter
How are you?
hopes everything is fine..i hopes your food business is going better & better, day by day...
Don't give up! You'll find a way to have own food restaurant without renting anymore. Trust me.
I know your capability,
Today is Monday, You left with hurt (so am I; hurts too) last Friday.
But I did find many ways to apologize; while you're not. It's okay, I know, Mom is always right. While I don't deserve to be forgiven.
Also, today i registered myself into Jabatan Organ Negara. After feeling of nobody & isolated, instead of suicide, I choose to donate my organ. And I didn't write both of your names into there, Sorry, cuz I totally feel isolated right now.
For all sacrification, but only one mistake, both of you cast me away.Now we're totally different.
I know, you want to see how far I may go without both of you.
So I'm writing this to let you know, what's really happened, during my last moment living.
If I'm succeeding alive without your forgiveness, then I know God is supreme than you,
I know God always making mom as powerful, but how could you feel better without forgiving me, we human, tends to do mistakes,even God forgave His slaves..but nevermind, as usual Mom always right, and as daughter, I'm always the sinner.
So, here I will stop for today...
Just watched the video of a person who failed to suicide at Golden Bridge.
He's sounds more inspiring compare to what you been doing right now.
He's right. His video did stop me from crying, not you.
Thanks ma.
BR,
Your Daughter
